1 year old...

Peyton is almost 6 months old, but the grief of losing Kinley is still with me daily. I don't cry often, but every once and while I let myself feel the grief I still have in my heart and always will. She would be 1 year old now, and I can't help but think about what she would look like, how her and Elijah would get along, ect BUT then I think about if she was here, I would not have Peyton..It is such a hard and bitter sweet emotion...